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Remember the days when I couldn't go a day without posting a journal?
Anyway, I apologize for a staggering lack of activity as of late, I realize I've been unusually quiet these last two or so months.
1. I'd say overtime I've become less...dependent (if that's the correct term) on the internet in general for socializing due to...certain aspects of my life offline that have held a long lasting positive effect on me. It doesn't mean I don't want to interact with you all, in fact I rather miss it. Hence why I'm writing it.
2. I've been pursuing my interests like usual, watching a lot of movies, reading, that sort of thing. I in general have slowed or ceased in talking about many things I'm interested in in part because most of what I like is "old" and therefore doesn't usually make for good conversation starters (sadly). Doesn't mean I'm not passionate.
3. Been rather dissatisfied with certain events elsewhere, it seems to have passed now.
4. I apologize for sporadic uploads. I'll try to rectify that by getting some writing done in the near future.
Anyway, I apologize for a staggering lack of activity as of late, I realize I've been unusually quiet these last two or so months.
1. I'd say overtime I've become less...dependent (if that's the correct term) on the internet in general for socializing due to...certain aspects of my life offline that have held a long lasting positive effect on me. It doesn't mean I don't want to interact with you all, in fact I rather miss it. Hence why I'm writing it.
2. I've been pursuing my interests like usual, watching a lot of movies, reading, that sort of thing. I in general have slowed or ceased in talking about many things I'm interested in in part because most of what I like is "old" and therefore doesn't usually make for good conversation starters (sadly). Doesn't mean I'm not passionate.
3. Been rather dissatisfied with certain events elsewhere, it seems to have passed now.
4. I apologize for sporadic uploads. I'll try to rectify that by getting some writing done in the near future.
One for the road.
I wouldn't say I'm leaving in the sense I'm deleting this account, but frankly I have no desire to try and share our creations on the new DeviantArt. If I am to be candid I've genuinely wondered if less DeviantArt might be a good thing for me and my development in the long run. I see a lot of trash on this site I'd rather not see in any way and there are plenty of other sites to find quality art.
But...the thought of not regularly participating on DeviantArt is strange to me. I have a whole section of my life I've experienced on here since I was seventeen years old. I had my eighteenth birthday on this site and many since. I fell in love and
Devious Journal Entry
Got tagged by Leviarex (https://www.deviantart.com/leviarex). First time I've been tagged in literally years.
1. What characters do you most hate?
I don't really think there's any character I hate enough for it to be qualified as the hatred most would expect for such a topic. And I prefer not to waste my energy on them anyway.
2. What are your favorite horror movies?
The Thing (1982)
Peeping Tom (1960)
My Bloody Valentine (1981)
Other slashers would include the original Halloween and several of its sequels, the original The Texas Chain Saw Massacre 1 & 2, All the Elm Street movies barring the 2010 remake, Black Christmas (1974), Maniac (1980), The Burning, Friday
Rebirth.
April proved to be full of events I did not expect.
For the first time in years I feel the desire to write a full length story. And so far it is shaping up to be some of the best ever produced on my end of things. I did not expect Krystal to come back into my life with this level of magnitude...ever, honestly. But evidently my earthly journey still has surprises for me.
Writing Krystalline in many respects has caused me to grasp a great sense of power within myself. Recognize it's magnitude. I've wanted to see Krystal get the attention she deserves for years and here I am, doing my part to create it. Willing it into existence. Our design, n
Words.
My lack of speech on this site is not from an inactive life. I was hit with the realization last night that February was already two months ago. I exist in my own separate universe on the best days, focusing on my loves, my companions, my friends, passions. The Becoming.
I've been occupied with self work as it were, realizations, acceptances and explorations. It is a shame how few people will ever actually make use of a time like this for such things, in these times I can do so without having to burden myself by pretending to be invested in the nonsensical things so called civilization attempts to program us to be preoccupied with from birth
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I don't think you really need to apologize for any sort of lack of journals or uploads. I totally hear where you're coming from, but I too have since learned that sometimes, as life goes on, you just don't always have much to say (or you've said all that you have to say). If anything, I applaud you for also finding more things to do in your life beyond the internet. That's always a healthy thing (imo).